bored friday

missing euii^^

today didn't go to school cause lazy....haha...
so can wait up late late lor..so happy >.<
not need wake up so early make myself so xing ku...
sleep like a pig....hiakhiak~~~
afternoon, my daddy come back lor..
YEAH!!! so happy...
long time no c dao daddy liao^^
daddy coming back from perth...
haiyo..one more months we all family oso hav to go there liao..
will miss all my frenz >_<
tonite, is the last day of tution liao...
of coz got go lor...so miz my friend at there...
oso miss the time at there..so fun....=.=
i think next year will be veri quiet cause i am not there liao..
who ask me so noisy....hehe...
miss the teacher oso..she is a good teacher in my life~~~
haiz..wan cry lur....T_T
tomorrow uncle yung graduate liao...
wan becum uncle liao...old liao lur..
anyway, oso hav to congrualte him lor...
can't go out with him anymore cause he need to study..
so sad...next time nobody send me back home liao...XD
GAMBATAEH!!!! jiayou at SPM....GOODLUCK ^^

thx to my best freinds

today hav to said thank you to Qian and ming ler..

thanks for solving my problem^^

and telling me what to do...

now i know liao...cannot treat someone so good...

they even dun know you treat them so gud...

i am so STUPID!! i not need you people liao..

from today, SHARON YONG NOT GOING BECOME AIR BETWEEN YOU PEOPLE...

i dun wan anything now....i juz wan friendship that is true><

not need celebrate farewell with you people...

cause i am just a paper in them heart...

why i wan to treat you people so good???

treat you good , you oso dunno...

everything change liao....maybe you will be angry..

but i am doing the right away~~~~~~~

i dun wan friendship that is not real=.=

anyway, thx for my true frenz...

tell me how to not be so stupid^^

left one months onli^^

left one months onli..

december going to said byebye to everything that happen to here~~~

but why i fell so alone??? i fell that nobody care my feeling..

this year, i fell so sad...but of coz oso got happy time^^

when i fell sad, nobody care my feeling...

when i fell happy, everybody happy with me....

in your heart i just a paper??? or i am just a unimportant friend???

i reli dunno~~~ i reli fell that i am just a shit...

treat people good means treat yourself bad....

now i know what this mean liao...T_T

i have been air between you people fot the hole year=)

maybe you people just think that nothnig has happen..

or you people even dunno i am air before...

i fell sad and angry that why you people want treat me like this..

since the day past by so fast,i not going to becum air between you people ler...

hav to start a new life...

new life that is alone,boring...no happy....no friends...

i reli scare the new life that i hav to start~~~

maybe when i start my new life, you people oledi foget me liao^^

but i don't mine, i wish that everyone don't leave me alone...

I HATE IT!!! or you people start hating me????

please...please...please.....i reli dun wan becum alone....

the things that owes happen i know going happen liao..

make me sad..angry..disappointed....

you make me know that the friendship between me and you is not real~~~

i am just a paper in your heart...

the way you treat me everytime, i am going to forget it...

just let the time pass...let me think that i am not sad before=)

SHARON YONG!!! JIAYOU!!!

I KNOW YOU CAN DO YOUR BEST TO MAKE YOU DON'T FELL ALONE AND SAD!!!

sharon yong is juz a damn shit!!!!!

To: my dear dad
i fell veri sorry to you...
i know you veri sad that what i hav i get~~
i know i veri no use!!!
SHARON YONG IS JUZ A DAMN SHIT!!! NO USE!!!!!
eventhough how i try my best, still can't get what you wan....
i reli hate myself...hate myself why cannot let you fell happy...
i know you still will care me eventhough i let you so disappointed..
i know you love me as i am your daughter...
i veri fell thankful how you treat me^^
i hope that the thing that i get is not real...i know is veri important..
i fell SORRY SORRY SORRYSORRY SORRY SORRY!!!
plase...forgive me that what i hav get....
reli wan to go die~~~owes wan you to forgive me...
dad..do you know??? this is what i am going to tell you~~
hope you understand=.=

become fei po liao..so bad!!!!

so ugly
not reli nice ler^^


today become fei po liao lor...
so fat liao lor..still eat^^
today after 12 go to pick hilda..
then, we go dynasty hotel to eat buffet...
when arrive at there...my stomach so hungry....
cause no take breakfast mar=.=
haha...we wait for 30 minutes ler..
to wait for those stupid boys lor...
me, hilda,yung, everise, hao and lee....
we take so many food bar....but not to many can take ler...
cause so many malay people come to makan...haiz...
like didn't hav eat before...keep on taking food...
altough veri full liao still take some more to eat..
cause dun wan to waste the money bar...so expensive...
one ppl 40++++.....haha.....
the food not reli nice lor.....><
after that, we go parkson heng gai lor....
today is public holiday, so many car lar...
yung can't find parking...we turn 3 round liao still no parking...so sienz^^
then, we go basement carpark lor...
finally, find dao a parking place~~~~
when, we arrive at parkson, see dao ming ming and taufushop...
wakaka~~~ me dun wan to be light bub ar^^
we go watch movie lor...watch BANGKOK DANGEROUS!!!!
the cinema so hot lar...HATE IT!!!
make me fell headache...bo mood watch ler..
after watching movie, c dao a lot of friend....hehe....
after 5 yung send us back home ler...
yung, thx for send me back home =.=
at nite, go double star with Qian and her family....
today didn't take dao any photo with people...piff..
not yet upload some photo=)

be happy,not need to think too much!!!!

haha..cute cute^^

haiz..wan to rite blog at in chinese oso cannot..T_T

so sienz...so onli can rite in english lor..haha..

after 2 months, hav to said byebye to all my dearest freind and family^^

altough sometime will quarell with them,but we oso been throught many memories..

i wounld't forget this memories forever...

hav to hav a new life at there...hope can hav freinds quickly at there...

my english so poor liao lor...still go there...

aidilor!!!! so sasoi..=.= dunno how ler..

i dun wan to think too much liao....two months nia..

SHARON YONG!! STAY HAPPY FOREVER^^

after two moths, oso not need to become air liao...haiz...

miss all my frenz =)

hate being air between you people^^

why the hole world dun wan me???

i hate the feeling that being air between you people..

but you people just think that nothing had happen~~~

this feeling reli looks like shit!!!

maybe you people good dao dun know i still cun zai..=D

dun tell you people is bettest liao..

if i let you people know,you people will be ANGRY!!!

so i choose dun tell you...

writting at the blog is the only way to said what my heart thinking about^^

but you people still my best friends since i am just air=.=

wish that i am not alone...

got true friend to listen what my heart said=)

yeah!!! test finish liao....

today is the final round of the test..

so happy lur..

lol...=.=

test finish liao jiu eng eng liao lur...

can do what i wan to do....HOORAY!!!!

but hav to wait result lor..

sure all my result is red red ~~~

shi ding liao lor...me so ke lian!!!!!

ben lai today plan to go out de...

but uncle yung sleeping ler..XD

so cancel liao lur......haha^^

everyday got out play play lur...

i fell alone

got few days no upload blog ler...
cause lazy bar....haha^^

this few days fell so tired...

cause of stupid test lor^^ hate it!!! damn shit!!!

closing my eys when doing the test...wan dan liao lur...

so difficult..hai wo think so hard!!!! AR!!!! HELP ME AR!!!!!

this few day fell so alone...me oso dunno why my feeling show me that iam veri alone...

To: all my best freinds

i fell so alone liao~~~please don't let me alone...

i hate ALONE!!!!

i oso dun wan become air between you two...so sienz!!!

~~god bless me~~

hope that everything will go lucky!!!! plz...dun let me fan again...T_T

sad XiNg^^

wish that i will close up my eyes forever^^

blog is best thing for me...can rite my own feeling inside..

then, not need to put the sadness thnigs hat happen to me everyday at my heart^^

i hate my life..dunno why...

owes got soi soi de things happen to me...

i hate it!! today dunno why ler..

my mum sot liao..quarell with her again...

i am not WRONG!!! are you kisiao????

haiz...i juz like a shit...

cannot make myself happy=.=

sometime i reli dunno want tell who my feeling~~~~

i so miss my popo....and oso missing about you(my best frenz forever)

but you ppl are not beside me...you are the one that cares about me...

i hate alone!!!! i oledi sienz liao...this type of life is juz like SHIT!!!

i am juz like a paper in people heart=.=

the only things that i can do is cry..

afer cry will becum tired...then my eyes will close by itself...

i hate crying..i can't control myelf everytime...

my eyes oledi veri painful liao...

owes wish that my eys wouldn't open forever^^

today so moody =)

today no mood ler...tao yan ar!!!!
hate it~~~owes got soi soi the things happen to me....
hate this type of life=.=
but everyone said that maybe is me think too much ler..
but me oso agree...T_T
mmm..today wake up at 11:48a.m..
become pig sharon liao^^
2 something going out with mum liao...
after my cousin sister come liao, jiu go liao lor....
go to fetch my stupid brother first!!!!!! haiz..
hate him!!!!! wtf!!!!
after that, we go to bourlevard lor....
go to buy clothes...haha...
then, after half past four, we go KFC da pao!!!!
from that ownwards, my mood from happy becum moody liao=(
shti ar!!! what kind of brother is this???
no madness!!! juz like shit!!!!
ddin't think before that i am his sis....
you think you are who???
you juz do what you like..
i hate you!!! i hate what you doing to me!!!!!
if i do this back to you, you will fell what???
but you juz think that nothing has happen...
are you stupid???? wtf!!! go hell lar you....
you even think that i am not angry...still talking to me...
sure you veri happy..got mum help you!!!!
go die lar!!!! if dad at mri now, i will fell happy^^
dad will help me to scold you...it's good!!!!!
haiz..but tomorrow is my free day!!!!
not need to see your stupid face....
I'AM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do you know??? you veri LOL SIAO!!!!
QIAN DA!!!!! VERI BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tonite,go tuiton ler..
tuition teacher sot liao...keep on scolding us^^
so soi...haiz....
so tired today!!! HATE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!

have a nice day with best frenz =.=

mmm...not look reli nice^^
best frenz forever

late update again!!! haiz...=.=

cause yesterday not free...Qian Qian helping me do something ler..

THANK YOU!!! QIAN QIAN MEI!!!!

MUAKSXXXXX!!!!

yesterday hilda telephone me said want go to my house stay for one night...

then, me let her come lor...

she said at home too boring liao=) T_T

then, she wait for me to go bath bath lor...

sorry, let her wait so long^^

we play computer..the best things for me!!!! hiakhiak~~~

hilda help me do a lot of things ler...

so thank her cause me too stupid liao...

can't do it myself..XD

we play until 3 at the morning..

sot liao!!! holiday is like this de lor...

play until late late!!! like this type of life.....

we wake up at 12 noon...haha..

like pig liao...haiz....

then, at 3 someting she said bye bye to my house ler....

keke^^ gek dao..

QIAN!!!!

thx for having a nice day with me^^

become veri zi lian^^

today wake up at 11:15a.m....
already macam pig liao still sleep...haha^^
everynight sleep late then the next day wake up late...
oledi xi guan liao lor...
this afternoon. finally i touch my book ler..
but juz learn one chapter nia...so sienz=.=
but i sure that i didn't remember some casue too many liao..
if i learn all finish, sure will pengsan...
too lazy liao lor....piff!!!!
tonight go marina tuiton....not so many ppl go tuition tonite...
that sapo jacnta boh come tuition...
me oso dunno why she boh come...
only me, kim, hil, and jia tee...
tonite veri high ler...we three girls laugh and talk so loudly.....
like sapo....haha...
onli that stupid jia tee keep on using his new phone sms her laopo, Lydia...
haiz^^ after tuition, jiu go back home lor..
me becum sot liao...took so many photo of myself.....
so zi lian=) keep on upload photo at friendster!!!!!
then, me see dao yung de personal msg...
he bo mood liao...dunno which human make him bo mood^^
then, me go his blog see...not reli know the reason..
anyway,yung,muz stay happy!!!
now is 12:45...everyone hav a sweet dream >.<

so happy cause holiday for one week!!!!

this week is holiday...haha...

so happy..can play for the hole week...

can sleep until very late like a pig...

can hang out with best frenz....

can update blog everyday..

but next year wan to go to perth liao so need to study hard.

cause me want to study at good school at perth so this time hav to study hard

XING XING JIA YOU!!!!!!

me become veri zi lian ler..take so many picture for myself..

haiz..me so miss my frenz...

Qian, boii, Ah hong, yung, kim, ming, hao, gary.....

hiakhiak~~~~so miss them..

after this week, have to start test three days..

hate it!!!! hav to use my brain to think hard liao...

stupid test make me so fan...

got plan hang out with frenz at pustaka to study..

keke~~~ hope all those who having PMR can get well...

GAMBATAE!!!!!!

luv you all^^

我哭泣因为我难过，我难过因为我寂寞，我寂寞因为我已经习惯孤单了

***痛苦又伤心***

因为只想一个人承担，

所以宁可自己承受所有的痛苦。。。

我真的很想要快乐，不要再活在自己的世界里。。

我就好像活在黑暗的世界里，

无法找到光亮的出口。。

我真的很想要一个能给我快乐的人，伸出双手把我从黑暗里救出来。。

但就算我多努力得找都找不到。。

当我遇到苦难时，只能自己一个人承受。。

因为你们根本都不在乎我悲伤的心情。。

说以我选择不说比较好。。。

每当悲伤时，我告诉自己要坚强。。

要让自己快乐起来，但我做不到。。

只能让眼泪慢慢地从脸上滑下来。。

直到停止为止。。

你会知道我真的很希望能给我快乐的人是你吗？？

因为每当我遇见你时，我真的很希望你能够给我快乐。。

但你只在乎你最想要在乎的人。。

你会知道有一个活在黑暗世界里的人，

等待着你把她救出来吗？？

痛苦让我流泪，让我无法回到充满欢笑的世界里。。

我只能把自己的悲伤藏起来。。

假装地开心。。。

the song that i wan sing to you^^

~~~最后一次~~~

在我最後一 次閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘記你曾經答應我
你會好好活下去

先走了去了好遠的地方
不能再陪你看日出等不到天亮
所有回憶 抹去卻並不容易
生死由天決定 不要太傷心

在我最後一次
閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇
不能再陪你但不要忘記
你曾經答應我你會好好活下去

在我最後一次閉上眼睛之前
我想對你說我愛你
在你懷裡捨不得放棄
心理有千萬語還沒有說給你聽
我使勁全力不想閉上眼睛
這次告別就不能再相遇不能再陪你
但不要忘記你曾經答應我
你會好好活下去

我永遠愛你...

the reason why i cry

see dao this picture, you will know y i am crying...

yesterday,i cry ler

you are owes my best friend in my heart

but why you wan to treat me like this???

i know you like to quarell with me

cause is fun...

i oso like to quarell with you cause next year i didn't hav this type of change liao..

when i ask you something.you shout at me..

do you know?? i fell angey and sad...

i can't understand..

maybe you juz play play nia...

but my feeling tell me that if you shout at me i will cry

i know you dun like me dun care you when you talking with me

but dun shout at me.....i fell scare...

i will gan jue dao ni hen tao yan wo...

hai shi ni hen sienz wo????

i cry cause you keep on shout at me....

wo hen pa, ni hui zhi dao mar???

maybe is me small guess or is me think too much

this type de feeling make me no mood the hole day...

i hate it!!! zhi yao xiang dao ni, jiu xiang ku...

ah fei, ru guo shi wo tai xiao qi

wo hui gen ni dao qian..

hai shi wo nong ni shen qi???

wo zhi dao ni shi shen qi de....

ru guo mei you,ni jiu bu hui xiong wo....

ye bu hui da da shen he wo jiang hua...

BOII!!!!

i wan to let you know ni yong yuan shi wo de zhen xin peng you...

jiu shuan wo qu le hao yuan de di fang,

wo ye yong yuan duo bu hui wang ji ni..

wo hui ji de ni chen jin rang wo kuai le,

rang wo ku,

rang wo shan xin....

dan zhi xie duo shi wu fa wang ji de hui yi.....

wo bu xiang ku le,

wo yi jing yan juan zhe zhong shen huo ler!!!!

Happy buffday to yung!!!

me veri moody now...
back from yung's birthday..

all playing games....haiz..so boring..
baobei Qian and yung.....haha...
fei so cute ler.... haha..we at doubel star....
at melvin de house..boii so cute ler..
hilda, everise and boii..
like pig still sleep...haha..
happy birthday!!! birthday boy...

late update ler...actually have to upload yesterday de....

but yesterday stupid com de line got problem so late upload ler...

yesterday is my best frenz's yung de birthday!!!

yung, happy birthday!!!!!

actually we plan that we take our lunch at nine to five

but when we arrive nine to five oledi full liao

haiz..so soi..and the weather oso veri hot..

then we go double star .

but double star oso got a lot of people..

we still got find dao place that enough for us..

me,yung(birthday boy),jacinta,boy,Qian, and everise

i order a fish and chips...long time no eat dao fish and chips

so i order it..i hav a fun time with everyone...

afterthat, we go to melvin house.

altougt yung hate driving when it is raining,

we still go hao house..haha....^^

hao's house got many dogs...so noisy ler...

then, we all plan go to lee's house

6 ppl sit yung's car ler..of coz not enough place

so mei ban fa lor..

everise sit hilda de leg..so funny ler...everbody laugh

then jacinta sit hao de leg..and me is the most lucky de lor..

nobody sit my leg..haha...so su fu ler...

when arrive at lee house, we find out lee got watch porn

wa~~~so bian tai.

everyone having fun that day but i fell moody.

i cry for the hole day..so sad..

nobody know my feeling...i reli dunno what iam thinking

XinG XinG jie and Qian Qian mei....

Sharon and hilda

my Qian Qian mei.....our friendship hav remains 10 years liao lor...
mmm....sometime we will quarell but i know that not need five minute will becum good again..
haha....thanks for being my best frenz....
two months lagi...i hav to fly to perth liao...have to said goodbye to all my friends at miri..
so she bu de...but our friendship will not change forever..
dun cry ar if i go liao....=) will miss you veri much de...XD
dun forget our memories that we been through between this 10 years...
muaksxxxxx....
miss Qian Qian mei^^

unhappy world....

sadsad^^

sometime i fell no mood and sometime i fell happy...
i reli can't know what is my true feeling...when i am in bad mood, i hate it!!!!
i hate my life...no meanig....no happy....
sometime true frenz oso dun care your feeling....
maybe is my decison worng or i think too much...
i reli hope got a true frenz will care about me......will make me happy~~~
quarell with family or frenz make me veri fan!!!! i hate this type of feeling...
only true fren will know what are you thinking about or know what are your real feeling...
HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!